This is your life now.
Therapy for what happened and the version of it you're not allowed to tell anyone.
You know what happened. You know what you're allowed to say. And you know what you can't say. Now you're living inside the gap between the two.
You reported something you couldn't ignore. Now you still have to walk into the building, answer questions, work with people who may not know what happened or may have their own version of it. You did what you believed was right. But that doesn't mean you aren't scared of what it cost you.
Perhaps everyone thinks you resigned. Perhaps the official story is cleaner than the real one. Perhaps you're legally free to talk, but still don't feel safe telling the whole story. Your career ended or changed in a way you didn't choose. Now you're expected to move on before you've even figured out what happened to the version of yourself who built that life.
You don't have to disclose specific facts, names, or details you're not free to share.
We can work with what you're experiencing: the vigilance, isolation, fear, anger, grief, shame, uncertainty, identity disruption without turning therapy into an interrogation about the facts.
This is therapy, not legal consultation. Your attorney is the person to advise you about what you can and cannot disclose.
This isn't about whether you made the right call signing what you signed, or reporting what you reported, or leaving how you left. It's about what it costs to carry a true story that you're not allowed to tell, while everyone around you operates from a version that isn't.
For some of you, this is legal, where there is an actual document controlling what you're permitted to say, with real consequences if you don't.
For others, it's more informal but no less binding: an unspoken agreement, a reputation to protect, people who'd be hurt by the truth coming out.
Either way, a part of you has taken on the job of managing the story, constantly, and that job doesn't clock out.
None of this makes you dishonest. It makes you someone holding something too heavy to carry alone, in a situation that requires you to look like you're carrying nothing at all.
"It's hard to find a therapist who's a good fit, but Kiara's her authenticity and warm energy helps clients feel at ease right away. Kiara is an excellent therapist and practitioner of Internal Family Systems (IFS). She does great work helping high achieving BIPOC men and women unmask and unwind so that they can actually enjoy their success. I have referred clients to Kiara and will continue to do so!"
Therapy confidentiality and legal non-disclosure are two different things, and I'm not able to advise you on what your specific agreement does or doesn't allow, that's a question for your attorney. What I can tell you is that you don't need to disclose specific facts, names, or details you're not free to share for this work to be effective. We can work directly with what it's costing you to carry this, without requiring the details themselves.
Sessions are confidential, but if you have active or pending legal proceedings, I'd recommend looping in your attorney about what's appropriate to discuss and where. I'm not a substitute for that guidance.
Yes. Whether you've already reported something or are still deciding whether to, this work addresses the isolation and pressure of holding that alone.
Yes. The mechanism, carrying a true story you're not permitted or able to tell, doesn't require a legal document to be real and exhausting.
Yes. Sessions are not shared with employers, former employers, attorneys, or any third party unless it falls within the limits of confidentiality.
IFS intensives are private pay and not billed through insurance. If ongoing therapy is helpful after your intensive, I'm an in network provider with BCBS for eligible ongoing services. However, using insurance has the potential to neglect your privacy.
I'm licensed in Maryland and Virginia with telehealth privileges in Florida. The pre and post-intensive sessions are virtual. The intensive itself is available virtually or in person in Baltimore, MD or Virginia Beach, VA, with the option to hold your Virginia Beach intensive on the beach, weather permitting.
Begin with a conversation.
If something on this site felt familiar, you don't need to have everything figured out before reaching out.
You don't need the perfect explanation of what's wrong.
You can simply tell me what has been happening, what you've tried, and what you're hoping will be different.
You just need to stop carrying this alone.
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